All the write and nothing right

its a new year ,a new day a new world.as i write here after a hectic 30 days i realize a number of things that happened over these days.all that i wrote,all that i read all that i said,all that i once was,all that i always wanna be all that i always think about,i did nothing over these last 30 days.there are are a 100 billion people out there who would feel the same,perhaps at the same hectic point.why is it that we humans teach advice learn write but never follow ourselves.how difficult is it to smile as you get up,how difficult is it to smile at everyone around more importantly how difficult is it to love.any hectic schedule should not be really able to change this!!how could it.how could some point of time pull you away from being what you wanna be.at this lil age as i run towards success i see the lil things i'm missing out in my journey or least for one short span of time.it is indeed heartbreaking and to get back to what you always wanted to be aint tough.its just you who is tough.the runner ,the runner who wants to run so fast he forgets everything else for he wants to win.and once he wins he looks back and realizes he just made it but for how long will this runner go?!how much does he have in him .at the end of race if you feel pain and agony,your run towards success has failed,on the contrary if you feel loved and happy you have done a pretty remarkable job.all write and no do makes me a "nothing".i believe all of us at one point will realize how much of that we have said have we followed?its very simple>being human< any day,any time.more than the successful runner be a successful human,that time is bliss.as i write i would still say after all this all of us are in "the pursuit of happYness..."